i love you, i want to lie with you and kiss you and stroke your face and tell you that everything is fine as long as we’re breathing in the same rhythm and our heartbeats pound like they’re one. I want to trace the outlines of your collar bones with my finger and whisper things into your ear just to see you smile. I want to hold you so tight and forget for a second that there is a world outside. I want you to feel me shiver when you touch me and I want you to kiss my lips. I want to feel your breath in my neck and I want to feel your hair tickling my face. I want to love you with all I have. I want to make you feel how unconditionally and hopelessly I fell in love with you and how I still fall in love with you every second I see your eyes blinking. I want you to know that only the fact that your chest rises and sinks keeps me alive. That you are what I need. And that I never felt so complete before.
If you guys really care, please help this anon and save a life.
People should never use suicide threats as a way to make people do something. This makes people feel guilty and obligated to save a life. Your mental health is your own responsibility and if you need help, seek it from a doctor or a friend or ASK FOR SUPPORT (tell someone on Tumblr “I’m feeling really awful, do you have any advice?”). Never tell anyone “I’m going to kill myself if you don’t……” That is not okay. Do not use your life as a bargaining chip. Ask for help in a productive way.